Monday, September 15, 2008

I am in India

yes, I am in India. it was quite a journey. I am about a month into the trip and feel like I am finally settling in.


expectations? none really. though initially I came here based on my interests in reading Vedanta Hindu philosophy, but that was months ago. Now it's more of a 'let's get out of my American bubble and see how the rest of the world lives'. So that's what i'm doing. and yes there have been some shocking moments. little children begging, mothers holding babies asking for food, it's a usual daily occurrence and initially it was shocking but now I'm used to it. which makes me question whether I'm succumbing to what most people do, just pretend they don't exist. at first I didn't want to. I felt guilty and knowing that these people are human I can't just ignore them, but one has to. that's India.


Bangalore is a busy place. I didn't get culture shock, but I did get city shock. Living in suburban Jersey one gets used to, and quite attached to, the quiet solitude that tree lined streets offer. Waking up to honking cars is quite different than waking up to chirping birds. There are many many people here, and much to do if you like shopping, which I don't. There is so much useless crap here and the vendors will make sure to tell you countless times what a good price they sell it for. But what's good is that there are places to relax like lounges and hookah bars and they offer a nice atmosphere away from the busy streets.



There is much beauty to be found. In the biggest places..




...and the smallest




Much adventure awaits




and I'm ready



Thursday, March 6, 2008

the first step

“A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step.” -Lao tse

“There are two mistakes one can make along the road to truth...not going all the way, and not starting.” Buddha

“What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from.” T.S. Eliot


I made this blog to write down words, ideas, conjectures, anything. just a stream of consciousness as I slowly question and devour the very essence of who I think I am. this is my madness abode.